This big world...

Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait for the answer.
-Author Unknown

A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.
-Grace Pulpit

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.
-Author Unknown

This big world giving me many experiences to learn how hard this life meant to be. This big world giving me many of friends that makes me learn that I'm not alone to face this terrible world.
But, some just come, and some been gone. Just don't have any idea of why they're seems so far away. It's ain't easy. It's ain't easy at all.

Gotta chase after you but what if you just don't want to? Mind to tell me how to? Mind to tell me what should I do to make you come home soon?

Haha so sorry for the galauness -_-

Oh I found something interesting while doing some boring thing with my laptop. Here it is:

Soul sister is :
a) A female who fully understands you, like a sister, but with no blood relations.
b) She is your soulmate, but with no sexual feelings at all.
c) Some one who's soul and yours are so close, its like your sisters.

I've met mine. She's Priscilla Nurul Ivena :)
She's the best friend I've ever met even sometimes we've had some miss-understanding. But still, she's the best ever. Just don't know what to say but best. Yes she's best. Wishing that nothing could make us torn apart.

Been met yours?

Is it me, or everybody do feel the same?

Sometimes, people who we want to stay away from are those who really do care about us.
While the one who we care enough, just do not even pay attention at us even once.

The time goes by, and I feel that everything has been change. We are not the same. We are now a lame.

Is it me or everybody do feel the same? That something been change your behave. Wishing that you're the first who would say the words on my birthday but you never ever did till today.

Just don't mind if we aren't know each other, but we've been friend since high school. And even we're room mate! It's matter, girl. It's just matter to me.

If it just what you want from me, I'll do it. Gonna stay away from you or even leave. But would you ask me directly? Not by this kind of attitude.

Sincerely, your used to be close friend.

NORAKISME :'3

Baru nyoba foto pake Seenly mihihi :'3

On Stage Project \m/

Actually, I have done my on stage project when there was a musical project at my campus. Been waiting for that kinda show for a long time. So sorry for the late update but it takes a long time too to choose and to edit those pictures that I've got. Here's some of them, I'm just a little kid who's trying to be a good photographer, so if the pictures isn't good and interesting enough for you, I just can say sorry :D

Barry Likumahuwa's Project was jazz-ing my campus that night!
They're awesome!


He's Dennis Junio. He's a saxophonist in BLP. He's cute, isn't he? Haha


He's Matthew Sayerz. He's the singer of Barry Likumahuwa's Project.
You guys have to hear his extremely awesome voice!

There he is! The most waiting for person in this group, Barry Likumahuwa!
He's the bassist and his ability in playing with his bass also wonderful!

There are some of my pictures, taken and edited by myself in Ocastrical. The rest still have to touched up before published. Thank you for reading and maybe just lookin'. Hope you're all enjoy the pict. See ya next time!
-Milas

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"Mau jadi pacar gue?"

"Nggak, makasih"

"Bisa kasih tau alasannya?"

"Soalnya lo kurang ajar"

"Makasih. Gue emang kurang ajar. Cowok emang kurang ajar. Makanya kita butuh cewek buat ngajarin kita. Dan gue pilih lo buat ngajarin gue dengan jadi pacar gue. Jadi? Mau jadi pacar gue?"

***

"Lo bahagia?"

"Iya, gue bahagia"

"Bagus deh. Gue bahagia, liat lo bahagia"

"Dari semester satu juga lo cuma liat gue bahagia,
bukan bikin gue bahagia"

***

"Lo, kalo ada masalah, cerita aja sama gue. Kalo ngerasa mau nangis, temui gue. Mungkin emang gue ngga bisa bikin lo ketawa, tapi seenggaknya gue bisa nangis bareng lo."

Iya, itu saya.

"Iya, saya kembar.
Iya saya tau, kasian kembaran saya.
Iya kami tau, kami cantik."

That's. What. I. Used. To. Do. Sun. Now what?

"I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room"
- A Rocket To The Moon-Fear Of Flying -

(Just change the word 'girl' with 'boy')
First time.
First time I saw you passed me by.
I know that the sun keep lighting up my day.
But suddenly I met another Sun.

"Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
while you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to"
- A Rocket To The Moon-Like We Used To -

(Just change the word 'he' with 'she')
I really do those kinda thing while I'm in love with you. I do.
Uhm, that's what I used to do.
Since we torn a part, I do crazy over that kinda strange habit.

"So now you want me to fix everything
But baby there's so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you don't miss me
I think about you every day"
- A Rocket To The Moon-I Think About You Everyday -

When I messed up everything,
I'm trying to do my best to fix all of it.
Just so you know.

"Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know"
- Jesse Mccartney-Just So You Know -

And know, because of all the messy things you've done,
I just want you to know,
that this feeling really messed me up.