Tararear lo Siento.

Hai.

It's been 4 months since we knew each other. Remember the conversations?
First time, I was so reluctant to start a conversation with you. Everything was shattered, I don't know, I don't even know what's going to happen later. For only type the word, "Hai" keeps me 3 minutes and 47 seconds. Waiting for your reply is like, awaiting the results of a bet with anxious, first time, that time.

Dibalas ya syukur, tak terbalas ya sudah. Berarti memang aku salah.

But suddenly you replied mine.

Ah finally. I don't know who you are, you too. We were strangers, and we enjoy each of our time together. That time. I think so anyway.

Honestly, there is no intention whatsoever to know you that time. I just need a friend to chat. A friend to  share stories. A friend to share a joke. A friend to share a little sad. A friend to share lamented. While we both need someone for at least listen to us, for at least know, for at least share each other, just to make us .. laugh. Don't blame me if I found it in you, and you find it in me.

So why get angry? Why? Why we are now a lame?

This is my apologies' hum for you. That would have been too often I ask for forgiveness. Either your forgiveness already spent or not, at least I will try one more time to ask. Hopefully you're willing to give it one more time. At least for the last time, and then I'm free to go.