Tararear lo Siento.

Hai.

It's been 4 months since we knew each other. Remember the conversations?
First time, I was so reluctant to start a conversation with you. Everything was shattered, I don't know, I don't even know what's going to happen later. For only type the word, "Hai" keeps me 3 minutes and 47 seconds. Waiting for your reply is like, awaiting the results of a bet with anxious, first time, that time.

Dibalas ya syukur, tak terbalas ya sudah. Berarti memang aku salah.

But suddenly you replied mine.

Ah finally. I don't know who you are, you too. We were strangers, and we enjoy each of our time together. That time. I think so anyway.

Honestly, there is no intention whatsoever to know you that time. I just need a friend to chat. A friend to  share stories. A friend to share a joke. A friend to share a little sad. A friend to share lamented. While we both need someone for at least listen to us, for at least know, for at least share each other, just to make us .. laugh. Don't blame me if I found it in you, and you find it in me.

So why get angry? Why? Why we are now a lame?

This is my apologies' hum for you. That would have been too often I ask for forgiveness. Either your forgiveness already spent or not, at least I will try one more time to ask. Hopefully you're willing to give it one more time. At least for the last time, and then I'm free to go.

Own Perspective.

The virtual world is getting rampant nowadays. People must be have at least an account on a social media. Even social networking is now a basic needs for human-being. In addition to the benefits that were presented, we are also confronted with a variety of adverse effects from the virtual world itself. Especially if we can’t use it properly. It will be getting worse, if we can’t distinguish things that only exist in the virtual world and the real world in which we live.

Now the story begin..

When you have nothing to do, it’s like, what the hell am I going to do right now? Ain’t no body here available to chat or doing something like have fun?

Yea, guess what, sometimes you need a stranger for just having fun. The term of having fun here is just like having a conversation, sharing something that you can’t share to someone who already knows about who you are, dare to argue?

We sometimes need a stranger.

Stranger who make us comfort.

So why blaming?

I remember someone said on his social media,

“something that only exists in the cyberspace, better enjoyed in cyberspace only, vice versa.”

From my perspective, this will be ok to meet a stranger for just sharing our story, accompany us to kill the time when we get bored, even we can share a story that we can’t tell the others because it’s just.. a stranger. See? How fun.

No, not to mention for anyone there who’s looking for someone to love, I guess this perspective can only done for them who only need someone to talk, someone to share stories, not love. Once again, they’re only.. a stranger.

Something that something.

From Perahu Kertas..

Dear neptunus..

Aku mencintainya..

Di depannya aku menjadi diriku sendiri..

Seperti airmu, yang selalu membawa semua pesanku..

Dia pun begitu..

Membuatku hanyut, oleh sorot matanya..

Membuatku lupa..

Oleh kesedihan dalam suaranya..

Sampai aku tak bisa katakan apa-apa padanya..

Bahkan untuk sekedar bilang.. Rindu..

..atau butuh..

Banyak yang nggak ngerti..

Lalu terluka dan saling menyalahkan..

Karna itu aku takut bicara tentang hati..

Maka aku tuliskan saja, lalu kusimpan dan mungkin kukirimkan ke.. Entah kemana...

Been listening for the teaser for maybe twentieth times. But never feel bored. And the words above, really nothing but too awesome. HA!

I am sorry that I miss you so bad, Rum. :')

"I took a picture of a girl
I once knew I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room But instead you left..."
- Fear of Flying, A Rocket to the Moon.

Dear my best friend who always there in every sad and happy.
A best friend who always able to listen to each story express or implied.
A best friend who always laughing every time I tried to be funny.
A best friend who always share a smile, happiness, cheerfulness,
but was always reluctant to share even a little sad ...


To be honest, I miss you so bad.
I do missing someone who could read what thing wiggled on my mind.
I do missing you, Rum...

Inget ga setiap kita foto berdua, lo selalu nunduk dan gue selalu jinjit biar kita keliatan sejajar?
Kayak di foto di atas tadi. :')

Inget ga lo jadi suka dengerin A Rocket to The Moon dan gue jadi suka dengerin Dave Koz?

Inget ga dulu kalo gue lagi ngeselin, lo selalu bilang, "Awas ya! Gue keluar IC nih!"

Inget ga kita sering kepo-in dosen IC? Mulai dari Sir Wibi lah, sampe Sir Ricky. Bahkan lo sampe tau account twitter sama tumblr anaknya Sir Ricky haha. Next semester, gue bakal sendirian nih input krss IC, dampingin gue ya Rum biar gue ngga panik sendirian. :')

Inget ga gue selalu marahin lo kalo ngeliat kuku lo yang panjang-panjang? Maafin gue ya hehe.

Inget ga gue selalu nyuruh lo buat bawa kaca kecil?

Inget ga baju yang lo dan Cengcers kasih buat gue, yang lo suka banget dan sempet lo pake buat foto? Kita cari bareng yuk baju itu lagi yang sama persis buat lo. :')

Inget ga lo pernah beli tas ransel jeans yang samaan sama gue, tapi belom sempet lo pake. :')

Inget ga lo pernah minta temenin ke Blok M buat beli tas ransel jeans itu, tapi lo batalin tiba-tiba gara-gara dibohongin Efan kalo gue pingsan? I just can't deny. Waktu itu gue cuma minta obat flu ke PMT, Rum. Dan gue bener-bener ngga bisa nolak ajakan lo karena gatau kenapa hari itu gue bener-bener pengen pergi sama lo. Dan bener kan ternyata itu yang pertama dan terakhir kita jalan bertigaan sama Kharin. :')

Gue kangen, Rum.
Maafin gue ya, Rum. Maafin semua salah-salah gue ke lo ya.
Maafin gue yang ngga maksa lo buat nginep di kost-an gue malam itu. :'(

Gue kangen, Rum.
Yang tenang ya di sana. Di sini gue dan temen-temen selalu berdoa buat lo kok.
Kalo lo liat gue bermuram durja di sini, senyum ya Rum. Gue bukan sedih karena ngga ikhlas kok, gue terkenang sama momen-momen dan segala yang lo torehkan semasa kita bareng-bareng.

Terimakasih, maaf, dan selamat jalan Arum Niatalih Ratna.
Kamu ngga bakal hilang dari sini, dari hati kita. :')

Roller-coaster

I've been not in the good mood until you come and suddenly boosting up my mood.
But I knew that soon it'd be dropped again, by you. Soon.
The only one that always could makes my mood up and down suddenly like a roller-coaster. Oh this might even worse than a roller-coaster I think.

But whatever it takes, thank you for being there.
Thank you for always be the one who could boosting up my mood.

Just so you know, I always available in every single moment to take a good care about you and trying to be there for you. Always.

This big world...

Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait for the answer.
-Author Unknown

A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.
-Grace Pulpit

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.
-Author Unknown

This big world giving me many experiences to learn how hard this life meant to be. This big world giving me many of friends that makes me learn that I'm not alone to face this terrible world.
But, some just come, and some been gone. Just don't have any idea of why they're seems so far away. It's ain't easy. It's ain't easy at all.

Gotta chase after you but what if you just don't want to? Mind to tell me how to? Mind to tell me what should I do to make you come home soon?

Haha so sorry for the galauness -_-

Oh I found something interesting while doing some boring thing with my laptop. Here it is:

Soul sister is :
a) A female who fully understands you, like a sister, but with no blood relations.
b) She is your soulmate, but with no sexual feelings at all.
c) Some one who's soul and yours are so close, its like your sisters.

I've met mine. She's Priscilla Nurul Ivena :)
She's the best friend I've ever met even sometimes we've had some miss-understanding. But still, she's the best ever. Just don't know what to say but best. Yes she's best. Wishing that nothing could make us torn apart.

Been met yours?